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Would You Rather Die than Speak in Public?

by | Mar 9, 2017 | Fear, Judgment, Past Life Trauma, Past Lives | 6 comments

It’s medieval Germany, and you’re a terrified peasant being hauled in front of an imposing bully of a judge for stealing a chicken from a market trader.

The judge has no time for any excuses. Cursing you for your godlessness, he sends you to the gallows. A few hours later, terrified and helpless, you’re swinging on the end of a rope.

Now imagine you miraculously survive the hanging, but through some cruel twist of fate, you end up in the identical situation just a week later, dragged in front of the same judge all over again. How do you think you’d feel?

This time, the fear might be even greater, knowing you’re facing a cruel and violent death once more. You might go into a full-blown panic as the adrenaline starts pumping, sending a fight-or-flight message to your brain.

This sense of history repeating itself—a kind of spiritual deja-vu—is how many a person’s soul feels when it finds itself in a situation that mirrors one from a previous incarnation.

“If you faced a trial followed by execution many lifetimes ago, then even the warmest audience now can cause you to go into fight or flight, as your soul responds to a perceived danger.”

~Ainslie’s Spirit Guides

For some people, the mere idea of public speaking is enough to trigger a panic. For others, it’s an ordeal that can best be dealt with through painstaking preparation and a couple of beta-blockers.

The actor, Laurence Olivier, would throw-up before every performance. A champion British darts player found himself unable to release the dart under pressure. The singer, Barbra Streisand refused to appear on stage for decades because of stage fright.

When you dread giving a recital, do everything to avoid a speech, sweat bullets before every presentation, or go to pieces in front of an audience, the root cause is always judgment from a past life. Most often, the experience your soul remembers is one that led to death.

Stage fright, performance or test anxiety, and the fear of public speaking all respond very quickly to past-life exploration. It’s usually just a question of finding a traumatic event in which your soul underwent extreme judgment.

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When your soul faces an audience in the present moment, it can take just a microsecond for it to recall an earlier time when it faced a similar situation. And, if the audience back then happened to be a judge and jury or a lynch mob, its fear will trigger a fight-or-flight response to get you out of danger.

I healed my own phobia of public speaking through past-life exploration.

Shortly before I did, however, a friend who shared my fear asked, “Would you rather lose a finger or give a speech?” I thought about it for a moment and said, in all seriousness, “Which finger?”

These days, however, I’d rather give a speech than not give one.

After decades of never speaking in public, I joke that I’m now making up for lost time.

What about you? Does this article resonate for you? Have you done any past-life exploration around your fear? I’d love to hear from you below!


6 Comments

  1. Christy

    Hi Ainsley!

    As always, an interesting, easy to follow post.
    Have you covered or would you cover suggestions on how to conduct a past life exploration? I’m intrigued.

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    • Ainslie Macleod

      When I talk about past-life exploration, I’m referring to the work a client does with me. It’s where I do the exploration on someone’s behalf. (Not a regression.)

      Reply
  2. Diane

    Interesting I am reading this just moments after arriving home from the funeral of a dear friend. I raised my hand to speak and said I would stay seated so wouldn’t cry – then the floodgates broke loose and I couldn’t say what I wanted to say about her. Even though it was embarrassing I am glad I tried to speak. This article made me think – thank you

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    • Ainslie Macleod

      I’m glad the article helped. And I’m sure your friend knew what you wanted to say.

      Reply
  3. Michelle

    I have to give a presentation to my entire company of 1400 in a couple weeks. Since I found out about it I’ve been terrified. Every time I think about it I get a sick, panicked feeling. I’m new to my company so I want to do well. Unfortunately, at my last company it was well known that I’m a nervous speaker. My shaky voice and trembling hands betrayed me several times and it was humiliating. I did a regression with someone locally and it hasn’t helped. I’m considering faking my own death to get out of this!

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    • Ainslie Macleod

      My friend once asked me if I’d rather lose a finger than give a speech, and I said, “Which one?” I used to go through everything you’re talking about. I overcame the fear with past-life work. I’d love to help you. I’m sorry I can’t do anything in the next few weeks, but if you get in touch with my assistant, Adriana, she can set you up with an appointment. scheduling@ainsliemacleod.com

      Reply

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